The boys (Cody & Ry) made me laugh so much this weekend. I smiled and laughed so much on Saturday. If I even started to get sad a LITTLE bit, they would snap me out of it and instantly cheer me up. I felt loved and cared about that whole day and it was so nice.
I still cried (a lot) that night, but the whole day outweighed the sadness at the end I think.

Today was great, too. Well the day wasn’t actually great at all. I spent almost the entire day either sleeping or crying in my bed. Literally an hour of the day I spent laying in my bed just letting tears roll down my face. I was sad. But! Eventually the boys agreed to come to Beauty and the Beast with me. It’s honestly my favorite Disney movie and I could watch it every day - and they went with me to see it on the big screen. I could have done without the 3D but I loved it being so big and so loud. That was super nice. It also was really great that they love me enough to do things they don’t ACTUALLY want to do something because they knew it meant anything to me. So nice. Gabi came to the movie, too. She’s good. I love her. 

Eventually hung out with Jake & Anya tonight - which was fun. Made a cootie catcher and played dream date. Those kids are fun times. I love them. 

Friends are really great, that’s what I know. 
I need to seek my friends more when my heart hurts.